Just wanna sink into bland obscurity. Forget I’m not. That’s my deepest wish and desire.
There’s no great answer to this conundrum. Absolutely no solution. It’s a moment by moment decision to keep on joining the dots and willing oneself to the next breath.
That’s just my predicament, my state of being and I think it must be so very boring for others to read but it’s why I write…to just piss out a minutiae of the toxins rushing through my blood stream.
Poisoning mind and body through stasis.