Never good enough

So I’m feeling a dip in mood.

The sadness that leads to wanting long spells of unconsciousness.

Was having a lovely day-nice students, gorgeous violin practise, cute flirting.

Then my kids reminded me of the loser I truly am: the hypocrite, the general irritant and my friend instructed me to stop calling her so frequently…just toooo intense.

I’m feeling so low. Thank God I can fall asleep soon and pretend I dont exist.


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